I'm beginning to get to that point in the term where I want desperately to kill my animation teacher. I can't stand the work we have to do and it further aggrivates me that I can't seem to successfully accomplish the task at hand. It's like, no matter what I do I suck. It's like everyone else can get it but me. I can do almost everything else except this. When I had this dickhead before I was just as frustrated and it hasn't gotten any better. And the thing that pisses me off further is that my bf gets upset with me what I just want to vent and be angry about my issues, be they this or any other issue. That really irks me. Because when HE wants to be angry not only do I HAVE TO be there for him I have to listen and agree to EVERYTHING he says or else he gets his dick all tangled up.
How did this get to be about him?
I don't know. he just frustrates me sometimes and right now I'm cranky, hungry and my work is coming out shitty, so i'm really not in a good place to be fucked with. It's like perma-PMS and it drives me crazy. All I want is someone to let me blast out my feelings and not take it as if I'm angry at THEM. That's how the bf is. He takes everything so damn personally. And I end up either pissing him off or holding everything inside.
If only I had a computer at home so I could blog on impulse. I feel wierd asking someone if I can use their internet to blog. It's very personal and I don't need anyone I know reading this over my shoulder. (in case you were wondering, I can only blog at school. That's why most of the time I'm in class.)
At any rate. I suppose I'm not quite as frustrarted as I was a moment ago, so that's good. I always feel better after saying exactly what's on my mind when upset, even if I don't necessarily mean everything that comes out of my mouth.
-Cherri
How did this get to be about him?
I don't know. he just frustrates me sometimes and right now I'm cranky, hungry and my work is coming out shitty, so i'm really not in a good place to be fucked with. It's like perma-PMS and it drives me crazy. All I want is someone to let me blast out my feelings and not take it as if I'm angry at THEM. That's how the bf is. He takes everything so damn personally. And I end up either pissing him off or holding everything inside.
If only I had a computer at home so I could blog on impulse. I feel wierd asking someone if I can use their internet to blog. It's very personal and I don't need anyone I know reading this over my shoulder. (in case you were wondering, I can only blog at school. That's why most of the time I'm in class.)
At any rate. I suppose I'm not quite as frustrarted as I was a moment ago, so that's good. I always feel better after saying exactly what's on my mind when upset, even if I don't necessarily mean everything that comes out of my mouth.
-Cherri